Just viewed my email account which was spammed by Elyas' and Ben's facebook discussion...
Seems like most of us are not off to a good start in sec 1.
I wouldn't say I'm off to a good start.
But comparing my results and school standard to others,I'm definitely off to a good start:D
I don't want to like put down others' feelings lah.
But don't you feel like secondary school really depends on a lot more than just plain paying attention in class?
It takes way more than what we had in primary school...
And all the time,I keep worrying about my marks and my c.i.p points and my o level results.
But that's cuz there's the Cedar pressure here.
So sometimes,I think about it again then I wonder if the o level results really matter that much to me.
Whether a good college means this much to me.
It's a nice feeling to want to aim for VJC.
But when I think of that possible stress I'm going to have to go through,then is it really worth it?
There's 2 sides of this quarrel.
I've always been looking at the bigger picture these few months.
The first side:
Teenage years are going to be the only fun part of my whole life.
The rebellious part.
The non-mature part.
The definitely ONLY fun part.
Yet the only part where I'm obliged to study.
So for this side,I want to waste all my time on having fun then worry about my life later on when I'm in my 20s.
The second side:
My whole life depends on what I'm going to accumulate in the precious teenage years.
This side ensures that I spend time studying to lock a beautiful,worthwhile future I'm going to have...
How?????
-Megan Y.





Megan Y.



